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How I Trick My Brain Into Writing Essays

A chaotic but honest method for writing nonfiction when executive function has left the chat.

Aug 8 •

July 2025

Consumption Junction, What's Your Function?

Taking my money and suffering under capitalism!

Jul 25 •

Why TF Were You in Portugal?

a dispatch from disquiet, some news, and finding renewed love in hopeless places

Jul 11

June 2025

May 2025

This Is My Summer of Before...

A transition into graduate school, soft endings, and space-making for care

May 28 •

thank god for love (this should have gone in my diary)

but it's on the internet instead?

May 7 •

April 2025

alive and more of the same

Apr 21 •

March 2025

tenderness & vulnerability have entered the chat

on rescheduling dates, being chronically ill, polyamory, healing, and entering a softer era

Mar 28 •

I Graduated from Horse Tranquilizer Therapy!

Live, Laugh, Love, Ketamine 💓 or, What I learned while raw-dogging therapeutic K straight into my veins

Mar 1 •

February 2025

Fighting to Win, or Fighting to Survive?

The last fight I had with my ex wasn’t our worst, but it was the one that finally broke something.

Feb 21 •

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